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Mykyta Ryzhykh
Copper night knocks On the back of the head, asks: "What street is this?" And this is not a street, This is the whole life. Here at the age Of 4 I drank sleeping pills, At 14 I lost my virginity, At 24 I lost my family, At 34 my father died (thank God, my father died). Now I'm free like the cry of a newborn. I'm single, like when I was born. A lonely body without everything Meaningful, invented, composed. The body, by its movement forward, Has reached the very beginning. Ashes close to dust. And suddenly the night opens its Lunar hood, and now death looks At me with its bony eyes. "Come on, friend," I said to death, "I hope you don't turn me into a zombie." The door of cast iron milk opened. And I started drinking. My teeth turned black and fell out. Birds pecked out my eyes. My body fell off me. Copper night, Pig-iron milk, golden memory. And suddenly: emptiness.
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First published in Crank, 2023